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Katie Tropp



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Katie Tropp

Why I Am the Way I Am

Let me tell you a little somethin about Katie Tropp,
I usually keep to myself until the beat drops,
That's when I become and open book,
Where I turn all my pain into a hook,
That's right I got a lot of anger,
I keep it inside because everybody is a stranger,
You ain't no friend of mine you're a liar and a faker,
All I got are my rhymes written on this piece of paper,
My family flat out sucks that's just the way it is,
There have been a total of zero good relationships,
Family reunion that could never happen,
Cuz they'd all get drunk and get to scrappin,
They can't be in a room for five whole minutes,
Without someone startin up some worthless argument,
Or trying to start up some dumb bullshit,
My number one goal is to be their opposite!

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What I come from it ain't nothin nice,
No love ever shown just endless fuckin fights,
Drug addicts, alcholics, you are next in line,
This is Why I am the way I am,
Why I am the way I am!

Believe it or not I used to have no self esteem,
Because my bitch ass father up and left me,
Then I was stuck with my abusive step Daddy,
All he would do is spew all his hatred at me,
Every fuckin day for six whole years,
I'd be lucky if I made It through dinner without tears,
He'd keep pounding beers and fillin my ears,
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Tellin me all the reasons why I should disappear,
And through all of this nobody ever had my back,
Just cry by myself after all of his attacks,
Didn't talk to anybody cuz they don't give a crap,
Or they were just to drunk to even deal with that,
Just snort another line or pop another pill,
Think about all of the ways you can try and steal,
From your own flesh and blood nothings sacred here,
I know it sounds harsh but I can't help but keep it real!

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People always wonder how I could be so cold,
But when you raised with no love that's all you really know,
I take shit for what it is don't care what's being told,
It's usually all lies when my family is involved,
Throughout my family tree most are missing one parent,
And the one that we left with ain't payin enough attention,
They stuck in their own world they're all nothin but selfish,
Too blind to see how their actions affect us!
Abusive relationships, endless drug use,
Alcoholic fits, Children cryin in their room,
Rape a fuckin bitch, Hey even murder too,
We're all fucked up here and it starts in the womb,
They plant that seed and just move along,
Keep ruining lives without a care at all,
And the sad thing is that when they hear this song,
They'll point the finger at me and tell me I'm wrong!

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