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John Reuben( John Reuben Zappin )
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5 Years To Write
Lyricist：Carl Robert Pendleton, John Reuben Zappin
This vulnerability is killing me internally
Not feeling much stability and I wish it could be easy
But it don't seem to be and so
I'm going to take it to the only place that I know
To go and lay these feelings in the hand of the creator
God of creation, You show me how to relate to her
Meanwhile, I'm thanking You for lessons being learned
See my feelings have been shallow
But I've watched my heart turn
Yes, she looks good, yes, she looks fly
But deep down I know there's something more inside
Just like I'm praying that there's more in me
So when I look at she I just don't see
Naturally not saying physically
That I'll deny the attraction, but all in all
That's just a simple satisfaction
That can be obtained through a glance of the eye
This was five years ago, man how time flies by
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
A few year later her mind intrigues me
It leaves me sort of sick wondering
What makes the mystery chick tick
History thick of pages and pages
Telling stories that can't be summed up in quick phrases
She's observant so she's seen my behavior
It's got me nervous wanting to stay away from her
I pray for her daily as well as perspective
Battling with pride and thoughts of being rejected
And that's just not appealing it's almost enough
To make you disconnect your feelings or something
And try to move on and give them to someone else
But yet I care for her more than I care for myself
Man, who needs this
I'm not even good with commitments
Plus, I value my independence
In the end it's probably just a waste of time spent
Or maybe there's something more to this relationship
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
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I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
What's the point of caring when it hurts so much
If this is what love comes with
I'd rather not touch it in all honesty
The outcome is uncertain and I do run
The risk of walking away hurting, searching for clarity
Spare me the despair I'd rather be alone
And not even care than to share my trust
Because you can't control fate so maybe
I'll be alone but at least it's safe
I know that's stupid probably my insecurity
Or maybe God is using this to get through to me
Because in the back of my mind
I'm always aware of pushing me towards prayer
And bettering my character making me think
About the man I want to become
Regardless of the situations, outcome fast forward
A few years into my life
Man, this song about my wife took me five years to write
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
Beautiful soul, full of spirit
I wonder if she'd hear it if I told her that
She had a beautiful soul full of spirit
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